My May Love..!!

If you read my last post then you might know that I have a lot of time in hand. So instead of preparing for GMAT I was doing what every one does.. Tataddaaa ... procrastination.. I think I have become pro in it. But in my pursuit to avoid studying I did everything but opening my GMAT prep books and in that process I fell in love with some of the things in months.

Here are some of them.

1) #GIRLBOSS by Sophia Amoruso.

I know I am probably the last person in the world to read this book. But better late than never. Omg the book is amazing and phase that I am in these days it is one of my favourite books to grab to make me feel better. I have highlighted all the good parts. I have a kindle edition of the book but now I am thinking of getting a paper-based as well. The way she has told her story is truly inspiring and motivating.

2) Doughnuts.

Doughnuts are the only thing that can make any one feel better instantly. I have fallen in love with Krispy Kreme doughnuts. Original Glazed... Cinnamon Glazed.. Sparkled Chocolate.. Yum Yum Yum .

3) Orange Lip.

And to put some happiness in my face I have been using "Maybelline Orange Icon". It is a perfect coral lipstick and is not as bold as red colour so it can be worn pretty much everyday and with everything.

4) Casey Neistat Vlogs.

I have always adored him but his vlogs are amazing. I love the way he incorporates life lessons in his vlogs and inspires people without sounding superficial. His genuinity is very inspiring. He is one of a kind and so are his vlogs.

I hope you had a wonderful May and I pray your June to be even amazing.
Please share the things that made you fall in love this May.


Failures and Rejections..!!

Oh yes.. I am going there.

I am not sure if I have mentioned it in my blog but I am looking for jobs hence the said topic.So these days I am hearing a lot of things like -

It was nice to meet you but we are going with someone else.
You were great but..
All the positions are filled.
We are sorry to inform you that we have decided to go other way.

Well to be honest hearing or reading all these things feel like a slap. I am pretty good at what I do but sometimes things don't fall in places for you. Trust me I am not here to tell anyone that failure is a steeping stone to stone(which may or may not be true) because right now I don't know and after getting rejected no amount of pinterest quotes and inspiring speeches can make you feel better.

So here are some shitty things about failures and rejections::

1) It Sucks.

It does. No matter what your mum-dad say or your sister or your bf or your best friend : IT SUCKS LIKE HELL. It hurts so much emotionally that sometimes having headache at that point feels like an advantage because your attention shifts to headache. But bloody head-ache also goes away. SO welcome back Sucky feeling.

2) No one truly understands.

Yes, it is a fact. No one understands how you feel after being rejected because they were not there. They can imagine how hard it can be but no matter what they say they will not be able to understand because they are not at your place.

3) Suddenly everyone has interest in your life.

It is true I have received messages and calls from people whom I never gave my number and all of them wants to know where are you working. So to all those people I just want to say "FUCK oFF."

4) That Friend.

And then you have "that friend" who just calls you to make you feel bad about you not working or not having money or just about anything, He/She will call you and tell you how good/bad their professional life is going and how they are not going/going places. SO to that friend of mine if I was not as nice as I am you would have heard your fair share of "go to hell" or "fuck off". Trust me I am not jealous of your accomplishments but there is a time to talk about it.

5) So what are your plans?? What is new??

These phrases are like a poison potion to me because nothing is new other than rejections. So shut the fuck up and ask some one else because the people who are close to you will know how much of a bad state are you in and instead of asking these questions they will make plans with you to divert your attention.

6) Money.

Well that blows. If you have saving then you are okay but I didn't have any so I am taking my parent's help and that is the worst part. So whenever I go out for shopping I check price tags and try to minimize as much as I can because I know I am not spending my money I am using my dad's money which I have full intention of returning.

7) Mood-swings.

Well what can I say about them.For me it is like I am having PMS for atleast 100 women at once.
It is like I am walking with a dark cloud and thunder-storm over my head. I don't know when I will start crying or shouting or be all silent without any prior information to me. To all my friends I am sorry for being an ass and I promise to be better.

8) Social media.

People generally use their social media as a platform for broadcasting how awesome their life is. On a normal day I would say,"good for you" but these days I feel like some one has bombed my boat in the middle of nowhere.

9) Anonymity becomes your friend.

You want to be invisible or these days I want to be. I have no display pic in any of my social media, I hardly post anything on my FB wall or comment anywhere. I want to go to malls/cinemas/clubs where no one knows me and where I don't know anyone. I talk to strangers because they will not judge me and they will not make me rethink my decision. Even the local grocery guy will have a opinion about you if you go to buy grocery at noon.

10) Self-image.

This is the worst repercussion of failure. You start to judge yourself and see yourself as a loser. You stop believing in your decision and you start thinking very less of you. You judge yourself for every single thing and hence your confidence goes down.
So to that I remind myself  I am not defined by having a job or not having one. I am a wonderful human being.

No matter how deep you and I have fallen always remember ::

I seriously don't know what is the purpose of this post but I know some one is out there who is probably in the same situation as I am if I can let him/her know that you are not alone that would be enough for me. So If any one of you is being rejected or is failing at something here is real advice from a fellow :

Get up and work your ass-off to get out of this failure-reject-ville because it sucks to be in the shithole.

P.S I am not a cranky-bitch but today was very overwhelming for me and I didn't want to talk to anyone but you guys.

Please let me know what you think about this post and share some of your failures/rejections with me and how you over came them.


It is a follow up post to my Wardrobe Crisis series. To build a versatile wardrobe you have to be brutal with your clothing. I know I am being very harsh but I have found a loophole to it. 

I believe you have read all the posts about the closet cleaning and trust me all of them are amazing hence there is no point of repeating the same things. So I am going to be short with this part and here is my outlook is bit different and here I go.

Analyse your wardrobe and take out the clothes that you keep on wearing over and over again. 
Next step put them in a bag and keep in the suitcase under your bed.
Once you do this you will be left with almost 70% of untouched territory and by doing this you will be either left with impulse buys or high-maintenance garments or those items which needs little tweaks. So once you have those pieces sort out what you can give away and what you can keep.
Then make a point to wear that chunk of your wardrobe for next couple of months.

I know you might be thinking but what about my comfy jeans, white top or that trouser... Well babe if I am not wrong we all have 3-4 pair of jeans but we tend to stick to only one. Same goes with everything else. That is why you have to give rest to your loved pair of jeans and tops.

(** But if you rotate your jeans then feel free to take them out from the suitcase.)

Well I opted for this method and now I am wearing dresses, skirts, tops and mixing them up. You don't have to be very strong about the method. You can easily bend it but according to me if you have paid for a item why not wear it because I am pretty sure you have looked amazing in the trial rooms and the only thing that is stopping you is your own inhibitions.

Please let me know what do you think about this method and share your opinions about the post.